DEAR MY SWEET BROTHER JAMEEL,I cant believe that it has been 6 months since you left us, my dear brother there is not a day that i dont miss or think of you.I dont think i have really accepted that you have gone.Im hoping in time it will become easier to accept i dont know only time will tell. I feel that i have lost a friend who was always there who understood me because we came from the same background and of course cos you were my brother. You were always there no matter what we had some good times togther, i shed a few tears to i remember you saying to me that your my sister im here for you. How i wish to hear that again.A part of me has died with you jameel and no matter how hard i try youve left a empty space within me.You were such a positive person who saw life as a adventure you had so much to live for, but i have to accept it was your time.Jameel i really wish i could of said goodbye for the last time but i have a feeling you wouldnt of liked that,you would of liked to be remembered for the laughs we had. I miss you so much,that sometimes i dont know what to do,ive never experienced death of anyone so close and boy its horriable. It makes me question myself and the hereafter,i try not to think to much but as you used to say you think too much.Ilook at mikayeel and he so reminds me of you the same mannerisims his hands and not forgetting that head.Do you know what im glad that i had a brother like you, to have had you in my life for 30 odd years. You were my partner in crime when we were younger and when i remember you i remember all those times.I dont want to get upset cos you would always say look foward not behind. I love you my dearest brother my duas are always with until we meet again may your soul rest in peace ameen. May Allah grant you the highest place in Jannah ameen. Ifta