Jameel i miss you more and more each day, words cannot express how i feel.I keep thinking that you not being here anymore is just all a dream, i keep thinking you will come back to us,i cant accept not seeing you anymore.Its 20 weeks since you passed away my little brother i love you if only i had the chance to tell you how much. I miss your jokes so much, i still hear your voice calling me all the time.Im so glad i got the chance to spend all that time at the barbeque with you cus allah knew how much you meant to me to give me that time and i spoke to you last 2 days before,jameel lifes not the same without you. It makes you wonder about life.Every day i think of you,we were quite similar in many ways the music,films etc.. we both liked.I know like me you liked MJ, every time i listen to Michael Jackson it hurts so much in my heart cus you loved his music. Jameel i pray we will meet again to hear your voice and that funny laugh of yours and to call me names as usaual.Your in my prayers and thoughts everyday. I love you little brother i will always cherish the memories that we shared through our life,we were so close but got drifted apart when you had your own family. I still cant beleive your gone. Love you always xxxx